There must be more to life, much more to life than this…
Me is Only For Me To Find



One day I was shown a room

Where boxes lined the wall

Told to choose the thing I'd be

The one big thing that would make me--me



I checked in every box

The labels, I read each one

Each box a pre-packed kit

Even tried them on to check the fit



The jock, the brain, the outcast

Good models, tried and true

But I left empty-handed

Not wishing to be boxed or branded



I'd heard of another place

Hidden alley, dark, unsafe

And told I was free to choose

From shiny boxes, in rainbow hues



The Queen, the stud, master, slave

Good models tried and true

But I left empty-handed

Not wishing to be boxed or branded



The voyage since -- my own way

No lit path, easy boxes

And I've since made up my mind

That me -- is only for me to find







Wants, Desires, Needs



I sought a lover

Not to be alone

Yet no one stayed

Until I could sit quiet with myself.



Desired a lover

Just to feel wanted

Yet none needed me

Till I wanted nothing but what I had.



Wanted a lover

Cause I needed love

Yet found no comfort

Until I could find love within myself.







On Rekindling the Artist's Fire



When young my heroes were,

The screaming men on corners.

Crazy street preachers,

Who could in unfettered flow,

Let words without thought or censor go.



From what I had read in books,

For an artist a fire burns,

A white-hot passion.

Yet I felt my fire taming,

My heart was not the furnace flaming



I'd long since wished away

Confusion, lonely despair.

More than I could take.

I could ill afford fire bold.

Sought not flame, but quiet solace, cold.



Yet as the years wore away,

I missed my inner self.

My soul still glowed.

I regretted youth's misdeed,

Were their sparks still left, for flames to feed?



I found the flame never dies,

Just waits until we're ready,

To live in our hearts.

I welcome with love the fire,

That gives us love, passion, art, desire.







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